Got drunk today
yea so i got drunk today. it wasnt cool. it just made me feel worse. so i am going to learn from this mistake and not do it again. now i am depressed from drinking and depressed from things i found out that i would eventually have to find out. bummer. but i think i will grow faster now from knowing what i know now.
well, i dont know if i want to use this live journal name. i made so many and i dont know wich one i want to use so comment on which one i should use out of these.....
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so.... how is everyone these days? life has been ok for me i guess. iv been happy and sad and bored. so yea life has been ok. umm yea skool is tomorrow... all i am going to do all day is sit in minors class and work on photography. yea i am going to skip all my classes and work in that class. i am going to go to skool late too. i justreally dont want to go to skool...i need to work on myself rght now becuz after all i did mess up and drank so i really need to focus on myself and not worry about ......yea w/e im going to go take like an hour long shower. and pamper te hell outta myself.
note: am i even worth loving by a guy? was i specail or just some toy? err i have so many thought,feelings, and questions i will never have the chance to say or know. well... i got to move on though... even if i will never have the answers. i knew when jim died... i knew i wasnt ever going to ge the chance to say how i feel or what i needed to say andi knew i wouldnt have questons answered... but why? err i know no one knows wha i am talking about right now so i am just going to go now
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