Apr 16, 2004 18:30
I just sneezed and it really hurt my girl spot...it was weird. I've had this thing all week that when I pee I scream bloody murder...really. It scared everybody at first and now they're all used to it. Having a baybay can really mess your stuff up. My Mom said something today tryingh to scare me about how my hoo hoo was probably all floppy and it weirded me out. Of course I don't really have any modesty with her anymore anyway. Being an ex-LDRP nurse she has trespassed on my private property a lot in the past week.
I'm sorry I haven't gotten more pictures up yet. I'm breastfeeding about 8 hours a day so it's tough. And you'd be surprised how much fun it can be just to look at a baby. <3 I love him. He's such a little fashion queen too. He KNOWS when he looks cute and gets all happy when you brush his hair.
My best friend from Knoxville is coming this weekend. I'm hoping it won't be too much stress. I just can't wait to have my privacy. I told Jeremy (bio-dad) I needed a break this weekend because apparently he thinks he is supposed to come see the baby everyday because that is what he has done. I don't see Michael that much! But Jeremy will probably be back to bugging me Monday. Err. And I have yet to have a Gretta and Luke day. How am I supposed to make a routine when I am having to feed the baby to fit everyone else's schedule?! I'm about to just move and not tell anyone. I don't have any real baby blues yet...as far as me and Luke goes we're perfect. It's just I hate the feeling that I had this baby for everyone else and that my home is suddenly open to the public.
I gotta go. I have to clean house. That's the only thing I've managed to squeeze in besides baby...cleaning house for all these damn visitors I could live without.