I have developed a strange little habit of looking at people and imagining them young (if they are old), and old (if they are young). It's actually quite easy, and I think it makes sense, because we're all just the same people existing at different points in time. When I was small I thought that adults were a whole different species, and the grown- ( Read more... )

 
It's happened a few times now. The settings change, but the general idea is the same.

We are/ I am in a huge crowd that's flowing pulsing chattering around me, human river of moving bodies and voices, clothes brushing against skin, psychedelic rainbow of all colors and textures. I am surrounded by heads and hair and faces- unfamiliar faces- yet ( Read more... )

You're probably not reading this, so I'm being pointless again ( Read more... )

And you feel pretty darn good when you sit down and press print and out come 8 pages of size 9 fonted work- I am very nearly done with that dratted detailed study! (At least the written part). I'm handing what I have in tomorrow, and I hope sensei won't go blind/crazy squinting at these 16,721 words.

onwards to that uni essay! Hmmm. 1300 words seems ( Read more... )

The funny thing is, after all this, despite all this,

i still believe you.

あの日の約束を無心な子供のように信じ続けてる
完全にあきらめるまで待たせるつもり？

i woke up one morning and you weren't there anymore;

we've drawn our boundaries already &we're not going to pass them-
what are you hiding from?

we've crossed that bridge already
we said we'd keep going and take it easy
you said.
so why are you still running?

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am starting to feel increasingly sad about michael jackson's passing now that the shock/ ( Read more... )

I just did something very simple,and I'm not supposed to be online, but anyway ( Read more... )

I think I am finally coming out of that random miserable shell I have been a semi recluse in for the past few weeks
I don't even know why it suddenly decided to descend upon me.. For some reason I think it might also have something to do with the movie I watched on monday
'He's Just Not that Into You'- which made me feel ridiculously happy and ( Read more... )

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&I can hear the music!

And we're shouting it at the top of our voices watching the notes blend smoothly into grassy green &sky blue- there are strawberries glistening in the bushes below, ripe and red and sweet, the trees are laughing with us, the land is illuminated in rainbow radiance; it is dancing, singing with its colours- and the breeze ( Read more... )