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i'm so upset........
we had this whole big thing planned out for this weekend, and it looks as if the dates were set up wrong or something, so i don't know what's going to happen. there's really no way to change things now......
grrrrrrrrrrr this is so stupid.
i've been in a great mood all week looking forward to this and now it's all fucked up. it's not anyone's fault really, it just seems so goddamn stupid, like fate is sitting and laughing at me right now. i really needed this, and i had to go through all this trouble to get it, and it made everyone else all upset because it wasn't handled properly (not from my end.. but in other ways) and so it threw off everyone's schedules.... and then i was starting to get worried because of the hours i'm going to be losing i didn't know if i could afford all this shit, and now it's not even the right dates! ugh..... so no one had to go through all that trouble, and i'm sitll losing the hours and fucking up everyones schedule, without getting the payout for it.... god i needed it a lot too.
this is so fucking wrong.
we had this whole big thing planned out for this weekend, and it looks as if the dates were set up wrong or something, so i don't know what's going to happen. there's really no way to change things now......
grrrrrrrrrrr this is so stupid.
i've been in a great mood all week looking forward to this and now it's all fucked up. it's not anyone's fault really, it just seems so goddamn stupid, like fate is sitting and laughing at me right now. i really needed this, and i had to go through all this trouble to get it, and it made everyone else all upset because it wasn't handled properly (not from my end.. but in other ways) and so it threw off everyone's schedules.... and then i was starting to get worried because of the hours i'm going to be losing i didn't know if i could afford all this shit, and now it's not even the right dates! ugh..... so no one had to go through all that trouble, and i'm sitll losing the hours and fucking up everyones schedule, without getting the payout for it.... god i needed it a lot too.
this is so fucking wrong.