Nov 10, 2004 10:17
I am starting to slowly realize that I will never again have a mentor to help me with my writing of poetry. That I might never realize my full potential and that I might never get published. The only real reason I ever wanted to get published was because of an english teacher in high school who for two years really helped with my development during that time. Right before I left she made me promise that when I do get published or complete my book of poetry, that I would give her the first copy. Well the rate I am going now, I don't know if I will be able to. Well that is not true because I have to complete my book by the end of this semester for my english class. So I guess I will be a lot closer then I think I will be, but still, I need mentoring to help with my development still, to help structure my ideas, to learn more techquies, etc....
Things with Sam and me are going just super.... she might be even the one who brakes my record for longest relationship... which is only like six months. Well we are already half way there and I don't see any end in sight or any reason I would think that. It is really interesting to be with someone for once that you are really in Love with, I mean I am seriously think of even transferring to whatever college she does just so that I can be with her, of course that is like in a whole year from now but still. I really believe that this might be the last relationship I will ever have. That is kind of scary to think about, lol.