Oct 24, 2005 21:01
I'm just going to stop trying so hard to be 'cool.' I'm sick of being so bound to these crippling, personal hangups and an utter sense of self-loathing. Though it only took a casual conversation to discover this, I'm ready to start acting like an adult. Through our conversation, Nathan and I decided that our only current downfalls in life were that of a puerile and otherwise cowardly nature. I'm sick of just living for Adam. I'm gonna live for the one who breathes air into my lungs. I'm gonna start walking in the same path that was carved over two millennia ago by the ultimate existence who was willing to not only degrade Himself by becoming something as lowly as a human being, but resigning Himself to the most humilliating fate imaginable at the time. I'm thankful to be alive. This is my twenty first birthday present.