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I'm hyped today...I really want to do a good job today at work to prove to my boss I'm a good worker...He's not too sure how well I'm doing and stuff...he kind of had a talk with me on friday...basically he gave me a talk about what he expected of me...so I'm gonna do the best that I can today...so yea...It's about 7:19AM and my ride doesn't get here until around 8:10AM cause he's running late...I REALLY need a car..this way here I don't have to depend on anyone else and I can just drive myself to work...but what can you do...Things are going alright...I wrote a song for the first time in so long two nights ago...it's kind of sad but it's kind of what I'm going through...I've had writers block for the longest time though..The thing about writers block is...you write all the time...except you just think everything sucks...I think now it's all gone...I mostly think it was all in my head..but idk...just alot of shit has been happening that I've had to deal with and I've met afew people that have been helping me through it all...Thursday I'm going car shopping again with my mom and her boyfriend...I can't wait to get a car...but I can wait on the insurance for it...lol...it kind of sucks..I almost had a 1999 Honda Civic EX OMG it was beautiful...red..5 speed...6 cd changer in the back..OMG...and then the insurance would have killed me...almost $500.00 a month so that was out...I was gonna buy it off a dealer and take out a loan and pay it back by financing it..but oh well...but I'm gonna go get ready for work...
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Jason