Winter is approaching.
* There's more than a hint of Autumn today. Granted, it might warm up as the day goes on, but right now the breeze is chilly to a point where its made my morning smoke in the hammock uncomfortable. It's sad to see the summer end. I'm not prepared for it.
* Had a late night last night and by that I mean that I didn't get a wink of sleep. I'm ok right now, but we'll see how the day progresses.
* My mother is starting to notice my eccentric behaviours. She asks many questions to which I have no answers.
* Carly doesn't have to work today so I made the suggestion to come see me. I enjoy her company immensely, but I doubt I will get to have it today. She has a commitment with her father and she's unsure of when/if he will show up. She also mentioned the need to tidy up her homestead before the weekend because her girlfriend will be visiting. It seems that ever since she found Laura, we've been spending less time together. I'm trying to remember what it's like to have new love.
* Today is Rob's birthday. He turned 31. He bought himself a Miata so he's got the present he's been wanting for a long time. I have had to imagine what it would be like to not have him in my life and it's not as bad as I would have thought. However, this doesn't mean that I'd be copacetic with that. I've spent eight years by his side and I love him dearly. Things between us are either hot or cold. There doesn't seem to be an in between. I know that if I had a job, it would take a lot of pressure off both of us. I simply don't want to fall out of love. They say there's no choice when falling in love, but there is in staying in love. I think that's about right.
-ro
* Had a late night last night and by that I mean that I didn't get a wink of sleep. I'm ok right now, but we'll see how the day progresses.
* My mother is starting to notice my eccentric behaviours. She asks many questions to which I have no answers.
* Carly doesn't have to work today so I made the suggestion to come see me. I enjoy her company immensely, but I doubt I will get to have it today. She has a commitment with her father and she's unsure of when/if he will show up. She also mentioned the need to tidy up her homestead before the weekend because her girlfriend will be visiting. It seems that ever since she found Laura, we've been spending less time together. I'm trying to remember what it's like to have new love.
* Today is Rob's birthday. He turned 31. He bought himself a Miata so he's got the present he's been wanting for a long time. I have had to imagine what it would be like to not have him in my life and it's not as bad as I would have thought. However, this doesn't mean that I'd be copacetic with that. I've spent eight years by his side and I love him dearly. Things between us are either hot or cold. There doesn't seem to be an in between. I know that if I had a job, it would take a lot of pressure off both of us. I simply don't want to fall out of love. They say there's no choice when falling in love, but there is in staying in love. I think that's about right.
-ro