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my worst fear is now my reality everything i saw as a child that happened to my mom is happening to me and no one knows it but him and me its happened quite a few times i try to put it out my mind but it doesnt work i feel the sting i hear the sound i taste the tears my life flashing before my eyes why cant i get out why is it so hard i love him simply put my love used to outweigh my fear now i dont know my love is always stronger it always will be i like to think it wont be but it will and i know it im not in control anymore