Dec 10, 2005 23:11
soooo pretty much i was crying all day today
i found out leo has a new girlfriend... and i definately didnt find out from him i had to find out from his friend nicole... and Nicole im definately dfinately not mad at you... thank you soooo much for telling me otherwise i still would try getting back with him!!!!
well when i found out i called danniel and had her ask him because last night i was calling him non stop cuz i wanted to talk and he was ignoring my pphone calls so i asked nicole if she knew why and she was talking to me and told me, soooo then ihad dannielc all hima nd ask him and he called me and said "the reason i havent been answering my phone is because i have another girlfriend" so i hung up on him and started crying and he called me back and i said "i want my cds back bring them over" and he said he was going to! so i cried for about an hour and danniel came over and i was crying to her and stuff, then leo came over at like 230 and asked if i wanted to talk and i said no leave. so then i called him and i got his voicemail and i left a message and said im sorry im being a bitch i just am pissed off so he called me back and we talked, actually he talked and i yelled and cried and he said sorry and i said you should be it piss' me off that you couldnt tell me and you werent going to and he said YES I WAS and i was like yeah when, when i decided i was going to ask you back out and then you were going to tell and i was like I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID cuz i called you every day this week and we talked and i had no fucking clue and i was crying... and then we hung up with eachother and i cried some more.
then i called holly because i didnt wanna cry anymore so she came and got me and we hung out and went to sarahs and shit then we went to the mall and i bought my sisters present and a purse and then we left and we were hanging out with J FEN then we left and stuff but what ever... i called leo and asked if he still wanted his present or if i should take it back... and he said we were still gunna exchange presents. then i went to stupid my space cafe and hung out....
here i am now..
leo im sorry i fucked up i miss you and i want you to kno that, and i hope you are happy. (not in a sarcastic way)
i'llwaitforyou.
night guys!