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I am still really annoyed that a specific person didn't wish me a happy birthday nor thank me for a donation I made to a race they were doing. It's also ridiculous that this person has communicated with me only twice since Christmas (once in a FB post and once in a text message), but I have left 4 comments and responded to the text message. I thought we were friends, but apparently not.
But then again, the real question is, THE IN THE WORLD DO I STILL CARE? Our friendship seems to have come to an end, and it saddens me because this person once felt very important to me. Monumental life choices were made on my part because of this one individual. And while it is liberating to make choices based completely (well, almost...aside from family) on my own needs, it's a little disconcerting from where I once was.
I guess I'm frustrated that there wasn't more fanfare to the ending. I'm frustrated by the ambiguity of it all. I know that my little outburst/explanation last summer has something to do with all of this, but we hung out over Christmas and it was fine. Do I just add this person to the increasing longer list of people that just don't mean as much to me anymore?
That just feels rather depressing.
Okay, enough of this. I have something more interesting...I'll give it a separate post.
But then again, the real question is, THE IN THE WORLD DO I STILL CARE? Our friendship seems to have come to an end, and it saddens me because this person once felt very important to me. Monumental life choices were made on my part because of this one individual. And while it is liberating to make choices based completely (well, almost...aside from family) on my own needs, it's a little disconcerting from where I once was.
I guess I'm frustrated that there wasn't more fanfare to the ending. I'm frustrated by the ambiguity of it all. I know that my little outburst/explanation last summer has something to do with all of this, but we hung out over Christmas and it was fine. Do I just add this person to the increasing longer list of people that just don't mean as much to me anymore?
That just feels rather depressing.
Okay, enough of this. I have something more interesting...I'll give it a separate post.