What can you do?

[theotherdono]

so I'm going to line everything up that's been shitty for me so far, as it's really starting to build up and I need to outlet.

I've been waging a war in my lungs for over a month now, and neither side is winning.  I take that back, as it is far from the truth.  I'm losing.  Losing to the point where I can't breath through my nose because the mucus

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[orangeflamer17]

Michael my friend, I'm sorry to hear you find yourself in dire straights. Though there is little consolation I can offer, I will say this. I know, more or less, precisely the feelings you're having. They were intimate and common to me for a long time..and some of them are attempting to return again now. I will spare all the energy I can to you, even over distance, and I truly hope you find yourself well again.

The education...I know how it feels. I'm not continuing with the nursing program at NHTI, for several reasons, but one is that it goes against my beliefs about the universe and its inhabitants. I'm going to try to find a new path, and make bare ends meat along the way for a while. That in itself has made me sick the past few days, needing 18 hours of sleep a day (which I have never gotten), weak and hard to control my own feelings and words and actions. I'm coming out of it, but the roots of the problem, uncertainty and loneliness, are not gone. I'm not sure if they ever will be. But I'm here for you if you need anything, please don't hesitate to call.

I missed your call yesterday and I apologize, I was in class all morning and in the hospital all night, whereas today I was in class all morning and afternoon and at work all night. Tomorrow I'll try to return your call, and in the meantime, I hope you're feeling better.