the uneventful vacation
Today I woke up at 10 because my father was being all grumpy about my brother not getting up earlier enough and he kept coming into the room going: "Wake up" and making bad jokes that he never meant to be funny and just made him sound like an ass.
Anyway. Ben got up eventually and then I got up.
I ate a piece of bread with peanut butter (what I live on throughout the summer). And I lazed around and Dad and Pam left for the gallery. And Ben came out of the shower ranting about both Pam and Dad and it was funny and I realized how much I missed Ben's rants.
We cleaned.
I vacuumed and he did other things. I brought some stuff down to the basement and then sat around for a bit. And then I cleaned the upstairs living room, but went FAR beyond cleaning it. I moved the furniture around so that there was more space and pushed the TV back because I don't know why, but it was in the middle of the room (I exaggerate).
I sat and listened to Arvo Part and it was wonderful!
Then I took a nap...which I definitely only took because I was bored NOT because I was tired which just pisses me off because that's not what I want to spend my summer doing.
Despite all the walking I did yesterday, my feet do not hurt HALLELUJAH!
I have to decided what the fuck I am doing tonight. If I go to my mother's who knows how long I will be stuck there. Noelle and Caitlin were telling me to just stop caring about my mother and how she feels about me being away all the time, which I want to do, but my conscience and my mother's constant guilt trips make it hard.
I am hungry.
Pam went to get groceries...HURRAY! Because there is nothing to eat in this house except peanut butter and bread (which I survive on all summer long!).
No one is online. I wish today had been as eventful as yesterday...hopefully the days to come will be.
Anyway. Ben got up eventually and then I got up.
I ate a piece of bread with peanut butter (what I live on throughout the summer). And I lazed around and Dad and Pam left for the gallery. And Ben came out of the shower ranting about both Pam and Dad and it was funny and I realized how much I missed Ben's rants.
We cleaned.
I vacuumed and he did other things. I brought some stuff down to the basement and then sat around for a bit. And then I cleaned the upstairs living room, but went FAR beyond cleaning it. I moved the furniture around so that there was more space and pushed the TV back because I don't know why, but it was in the middle of the room (I exaggerate).
I sat and listened to Arvo Part and it was wonderful!
Then I took a nap...which I definitely only took because I was bored NOT because I was tired which just pisses me off because that's not what I want to spend my summer doing.
Despite all the walking I did yesterday, my feet do not hurt HALLELUJAH!
I have to decided what the fuck I am doing tonight. If I go to my mother's who knows how long I will be stuck there. Noelle and Caitlin were telling me to just stop caring about my mother and how she feels about me being away all the time, which I want to do, but my conscience and my mother's constant guilt trips make it hard.
I am hungry.
Pam went to get groceries...HURRAY! Because there is nothing to eat in this house except peanut butter and bread (which I survive on all summer long!).
No one is online. I wish today had been as eventful as yesterday...hopefully the days to come will be.