Nov 04, 2008 22:22
because you're not ready for all that....
disclaimer: i'm fully aware that i'm about to offend people...and i don't give a shit as usual.
this election is getting on my nerves entirely. i completely understand that people have politcal values and that political parties are a necessity to the countries political operation however, i think this election is a prime example of how many issues that America has supposively "put to rest" aren't resting at all. People are seriously getting angry over straight up electoral college votes. they're not talking to people, calling people "godless" and straight up making up lies about people. it's just ridiculous what this does to the attitude of the general public. all politicians lie...so who's telling the truth anyway?
also...if you ask me for my "honest opinion" don't fucking expect me to factor your feelings and emotions into my response. sometimes my opinion isn't asked for, and i give it anyways. then hurting your feelings isn't warranted but when you ask me and i give it to you straight consider your feelings the dead animal on the side of the road. i generally don't care what people are feeling, that said..i generally don't try to hurt peoples feelings but seriously people, stop complaining or don't talk to me.
as i'm ranting....i feel like i must mention the fraternity in this rant as well. you know...i've given much thought into this and i've decided that i don't care.
i hate my fraternity as it stands. it's not what a fraternity is supposed to be, and i think i should've left a long time ago. alot of people think that it's paying for friends. i won't say that...as in my case, i've found very few true friends out of that process but i will say that i'm tired of the bullshit it's putting out. i won't say what fraternity because i'm not trying to defame them..i'm just going to say my peace.
all this talking behind peoples backs is useless. i can't say that i haven't done it but i can say that i realize that it's stupid. god knows i've said my share but god also knows that i'll say whatever i have to say to your face as well. and here's the thing....if you're the leader of an organization i don't suggest you talk shit about the people in it, to or in front of other members. chances are it's going to get back to those people. that's just dumb.
another thing that irks me is this whole brotherhood together all the time philosophy. i'm sorry but i'm getting a degree from college. i don't have time to be shoved up somebody's ass crack all the time because you want me to go hang out with a fucking sorority or my favorite is the two hour long business meetings every week that could be easily had in 45 mins. those are really cute. also...if i'm around you too much, i'm going to start to hate you. that might just be a jay peeler-dean thing, but when exposed to too much of one person, i start to find things about them i don't like. so when exposed to 30 people constantly, i start to not like all thirty of those people. that's happening rapidly.
also...if i have classwork/school work or fucking regular work to earn money. don't complain and bitch about it...i'm here to get my degree, not let you run my life. also it's been my general experience that one person is really the leader everybody else just does what he says...the funny thing is that he's not even trying to do it which just shows how absent the others are. if anybody bothered to watch from the outside they'd notice it too, oh wait...other people already have noticed it.
also...if you run around calling me a nigger, or a faggot don't call me any kind of brother. i generally don't mind when people call me either of those because it rolls of my back but brothers don't see color. or do they?? i never thought they did. so i think that puts a total of 8 of you out...and that's only the people i know have done it.
people fuck it all up: i loved the ideas, the values and all but the people...FUCK. it's true....they've screwed it to hell for me.
i'm finished with the petty shit. i've recently adopted a new philosophy of living. am i changing my ways??? yes and no. i'm still the same me, just with a different twist. i'm mango honey instead of vanilla. besides who wants plain anyway?? i'll take mine with some spice. i'm going to do a real update tomorrow....and again in the future..but i'm tired of still pissed a little..so i'm going to have a festive beverage.