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[theonewhoisme]

::sigh:: ...i am in a good place right now... in life... i know where i want to go... and have at least a little idea of how to get there... i work hard and diligently in everything i do... i try and keep a smile all the time... because how can i, a christian man have nothing to smile about... and yet now i am at the place where selfishly i am not satisfied... however good my life is... i am still missing somthing... and i know what it is... somthing that is very unselfsish... i merely want to share my life with a woman... and find the happyness that can only come from giving... giving my heart... giving love... i know it is foolish to just give my heart away to the first girl that haps along... that is why i wait... but that is the point... i am tired of waiting... i am tired of timidly sitting by as opportunities pass me by... bah... maybe i am just muttering foolishness out of my desire... but it is not wrong to desire intelligence, beauty, happyness and love... smiles... it is probably right in front of my face... and i am just to afraid to see it... afraid of what... happyness... no... afraid of hurting someone... ::sigh::

the sighs of a timid heart. the sighs of joshua levi moore