Oct 09, 2022 13:25
November 11 is our transfer date for our last girl embryo. I have a baseline appointment on October 20, lining check November 4, then transfer.
I really hope it works this time. It’s a Friday, it’s 11/11/22 which my brother said is meaningful somehow lol.
I’ve been getting a little interested in witchcraft. Not spooky hexing Salem witch witchcraft. But now certain herbs and crystals and such have certain energies. I don’t really know how much I believe in the energies specifically, but I do think there’s a lot to be said for setting your mind on something and manifesting it into existence. I think all that is just sort of a tool for doing that. Gives you something physical to do to make you focus on the thing you’re working on. Kind of like a good luck charm. Me and Chris made a spell jar out of stuff we found just walking around the neighborhood. It was fun, it didn’t work, but it was something we did together. I think I have been feeling more positive since I started looking into all this stuff.
Anyway I really hope this works. It’s our last girl. I really want our Evie Pea. If not, I will obviously be thrilled to just get pregnant with any of these embryos. I just want a baby.