Here goes nothing (and about 20k dollars)
Well. We’re doing IVF.
We could do another IUI but I think we’re both just tired of the disappointment. After so many rounds of letrozole before we even did IUI and now three failed IUIs I think we’re just ready for a win. I want some answers personally and I think IVF will give us those. Maybe we find out my eggs are garbage for some reason. Who knows.
We have an appointment to discuss it on the 27th and we’re skipping this cycle anyway to just regroup. Maybe we get lucky and get pregnant on our own. I doubt it though because I feel like if I don’t take letrozole I’m not going to ovulate and my period won’t come on time and it’ll be all stupid. But whatever.
Chris’ dad mentioned helping us pay for it and I hope he’s serious. We really cannot go 20k+ debt right now but oh well. Price of becoming parents.
We have to ship Snickers home. It would save us 600 a month. I hate it because obviously I bought him back after 15 years so I could spend time with him. But it’s only temporary. Hopefully we’ll be moving to Florida next year. Chris says we can take more trips home. Or I can take trips home at least. Dad is building him his own stall. Mom said she’ll make sure he gets his fly sheet at night.
It all just kind of sucks. I’m excited to do IVF just because I think it’ll actually work but this is all just so frustrating.