I've been home for a couple of days now. It's been good to be back among my family... such as it is. Still, there is much that needs to be done. Grandfather has been strongly suggesting that I find a wife ( Read more... )

For most of my life I've had a goal in mind. In one form or another I was always going some where, doing something to pursue this goal. But now I'm trapped here in the Nexus and I find myself at a loss. I guess in some ways I've lost my cause and way.

I don't know what to do with myself. With this free mental time. It's disconcerting.