Aug 21, 2005 02:05
Well I guess alot has changed in the past few months or actually just this last week. Bad breakups suck that's for sure I don't know it's pretty much the exact opposite of last time because I was the one extremely attached then. It sucks but I can feel where she's coming from. I think I just don't want to deal with any of that right now. Ehhh life goes on been jamming prolly gonna start a new band like always. Hopefully this one will actually possibly do as well as I hope. Let's see just went out to lunch with Andrew and Jessica at Roxbury's pretty good but way too much food. Then went to my grandmas and chilled for a while watched some Iron Chef and ate some of their food. Then I went out with Chuck, Jim, and Andy. We went to the beach just to chill and talk. Then we went to Randy's house and played some poker and blackjack which I raped at both. Just getting ready so I can go back to the casino and maybe actually leave with some extra cash unlike last time. We got to talking and joking around and then I laughed till my stomach hurt good times those doods are fucking awesome. Ohh yeah I'm going to go and see Eisley on Monday and I can talk to stacy for once in person cuz talking online does not hit the spot she's fucking hot and has an amazing voice. Well I guess nothing else is new at all I'm same old Kevin pretty much. Ohh yeah I had a beard for awhile but I just shaved it off. Well I guess I'll leave some lyrics as I usually do or if you havent heard it you can go to myspace.com/ofloveandloss or whatever well I guess I'll try and update this more often well later guys <333333
(Razorblade Romance)
As the plane goes crashing down. nothing left for recovery.
A Watery grave is the last thing you need.
Whatever happened to those summer nights.
You broke the promises you said we'd always keep in mind.
Well I can't blame you For anything at all.
Lifeless and heartless is where you'll find me.
As The Phoenix Takes Flight.
I Pray For You my dear.
To Make It Home Alright.
To Make It Back To Me.
I hear you around me. Your living in my walls.
Surrounding me tightly I need you now.
I can't let you go I feel you inside me.
I'll paint my arms red to feel you escape me.
As The Phoenix Takes Flight.
I Pray For You my dear.
To Make It Home Alright.
To Make It Back To Me.
The razor can't cut deep enough.
My blood will never fill this bearen spot.
I'll never be the same.
I've felt so lonely for awhile now.
I don't know how much longer I can go on.