Nov 02, 2004 08:23
Oh my dear charles I am so COLD. Well, at least I was cold. I stayed after school with Jaime and Jennifer and we went to Sonic and then we went to the Tomball/Willowood football game. COULD IT HAVE BEEN COLDER?! Nah, don't think so. It was raining, and I thought I was going to DIEEE. No matter how many times I was warned about the cold front today, did I bring a jacket? I don't think so. Poor Jaime had to rotate turns with her jacket with an idiot. ANYWAY. Ohh its election day in the United States! I am so scared. But God will use our countries choice to work out in his humungous plan. Cool. Makes me feel a bit better. Well lately I've been extraordinarily frustrated. I was just stuck in a situation and didn't know what to do except get angry. I was so close to just letting my anger loose, but then all of a sudden God sent me a little memo. It read: "You say you love this person, but what kind of love would turn to hatred because of a mistake? Love them the way I love them, use My love! I am sufficient!" And how true is that. Of course, God tells no lies which is part of His wonderfulness. Gahlee I am so undeserving. I will never get this right. I just pray that I will always at least fight to get it right. Dear me, I have so many things on my mind right now. There isn't enough room for it all. It is all so packed in there, I can't even let it out. So I'll just go now, because there is no way on earth I could make room enough to let it out. I'm too full. Not physically, but mentally. Hah. Okay I need to stop.