Soft
My whole body is just humming right now. Not a hyperactive hum, just a sweet, soft hummmm. This last hour has just kind of been like that. I got off the bus today feeling horrible, but then as I was walking to my house I noticed that it was raining. Not the bullet rain, this was something way different. It was hard enough so you could see it, but somehow it was so gentle. It was almost like little drops of hope sent by God to bring me back to life. Now I'm so alive I just want to cry. Just fall at the feet of Jesus and cry and cry and cry. With one touch he brought me back to life and it turned my heart into mush in His hands. All I want right now is that my heart remains honest and mushy-like in His hands forever, and that each time it beats, He molds it a little more to match His own. On and on and on until I am ready to join Him. Excuse me for sounding a little mushy myself, but I guess thats just what happens when you find a Savior.