May 25, 2005 04:20
I've come to the conclusion that I have many acquaintances but few friends. I feel that I cannot trust people due to the paranoia instilled on me by a former friend. The kind of former friend who screws you over and then tries to kill your reputation. I try to act like I don't care, but I do. I do care and I always will care. I was an idiot to trust people like that. I allowed myself to get fucked, but now I'm fucking back.
Do any of my friends care anymore? Is caring a kind word now and then or is it going out of one's way to make sure the other's happy. I'm willing to give all I have for my friends, if only one would speak up. I've alienated a few people in my time and maybe now it's my turn to be the outcast, again. I just wish that somebody would tell me what's going on, I feel as though my friends of before do not wish to be my friends of today. Good night all.
Also, how about this new style?