still alive...
not much to say. just bored. i've kind of been introverting of late. on purpose. work has stressed me out so much recently, i had to take a step back. i'm now reevaluating how i have been living. taking a step back and soaking everything in. i've been looking to see who my real friends are. i haven't been initiating conversations or anything. just to see who really cares to contact me. and the results have been suprising. the ones i thought i was closest to are anything but. its somewhat depressing but at the same time very good to know. and the ones who i thought wouldn't care as much have turned out to be the ones who do the most.