Hahahaha

Jun 01, 2010 16:01

I think it is HILARIOUS that every time I see a psych they're all:

"I wish they would just legalize marijuana and get it over with.  Until then, here is something legal you can take to help you with your anxiety."

So my Lexapro script has been doubled, and I'm taking .5 mg of klonopin three times a day and I am relaxed.  Which is a totally bizarre sensation.  Much like the fact that my face hurt 24/7 and I got migraines from my allergies before I got put on the meds, I hadn't noticed that I was tense ALL THE TIME.  No wonder my left shoulder tended to spasm and lock up every time I had a panic attack!  So new meds are great, and my head's just... quiet.  Altogether quiet.  It's very soothing.  I think I was also just overstimulated all the time.

My therapist believes that my mother is the root of many of my problems.  Which my sister's therapist also told her.  NO SURPRISE.  When I called Stephanie to wish her a happy birthday, I told her that Maureen and I wound up with GAD and that if she finds herself freaking out, she should see about getting some help.

I wish I could help mom because she needs it.  But, you know... conspiracies.

But I'm feeling in control of myself and like I can take on the world, and that's pretty cool.  :D

psycho-ology

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