I did it.

[themegaloo]

I told my mom! Well, I wrote her a letter and put it on the kitchen table in the middle of the night. She read it this morning and came and hugged me at like, 8 am. She took it a lot better than I had expected! And it is SUCH a relief.

(letter can be provided if anyone so desires to read it- or you can just go to my post on outminds.)