First off, poem: Titled Introspection
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Look at me.
I'm not what you think.
When you can't really see,
It makes my heart sink.
Sometimes I feel I could stand at the summit,
And yet so often of late,
my heart seems to plummet.
It's living a lie,
It's having to hide.
It's wishing you knew what I felt deep inside.
I'm just what you wanted,
You think I'm quite perfect.
Maybe once I was what you thought,
But I can't be too sure of it.
Look at me now,
Look in and look deep.
Don't stop at the surface.
Do you like what you see?
Look at me!
Just look at me please!
Just see who I am,
And not what you want me to be.
See who I am...
...and not who I was.
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And now, how geeky of an LJer am I?
The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession TestCategoryYour ScoreAverage LJer Community Attachment50.54%
There's a party in your comments page, and everyone's invited!22.42% MemeSheepage57.89%
I am but one quiz among millions. My brethren surround me on the page.28.01% Original Content72.58%
Newsweek, People, and LilaPotter's journal38.18% Psychodrama Quotient30.12%
Known to go off without warning17.2% Attention Whoring47.73%
You'd sell your mother for another three friends20.93%
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