Is it me?

[themartini]

Last night Amanda came to visit and the first thing that she said was, "Wow you've changed, you're so mellow, not that it's a bad thing or anything." I chose not to drink and had only one shot and she stated that everyone is trying to lose weight but urged me to have fun. It wasn't about that or anything like that. Well last night I was still

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[quiethope]

People change. Maybe you're just over the whole "let's get drunk and act like idiots" aspect of college, and what's wrong with that? Nothing. Sometimes it's nice to actually remember your memories. I hate when people assume that fun = alcohol.

Maybe Amanda didn't have fun because she realized, "Hey, my old roomie is growing up," and she probably hasn't yet. Or maybe you are just in an emotional low period right now; it happens. Emotions, like tides, ebb and flow. It's normal. Try not to worry too much about it.