Feb 25, 2008 21:53
sometimes i wonder if my life is secretly a cartoon movie.
i took my first EVER sick day from work today. i baked a cake and made ravioli. from scratch, yes.
im really into cooking & baking lately.
I sometimes think I am in love with Andrew.
Sometimes I want to fucking slap myself in the face for even considering the idea. He's the most irritatingly naive and stupid person I've ever chanced to meet. And WHINY. And self centered. And sometimes borderline retarded... i dunno.
Tonight he said we should move in together. Is he cracked out of his mind? Seriously? After all of the rollercoaster ups and downs weve had in the last seven months, he thinks we should live together?
Right.
Well... Sometimes I meet people and they just crack me up. I met this kid Kirill this weekend who I am talking to on instant messenger (how 7th grade) and he is going on and on about his ex-girlfriend and about how he likes meeting people like me who constantly feel sorry for themselves (I guess thats true... kind of hurts to hear it put so bluntly but okay...) because he's the same way and etc etc...
Blunt people are funny.
...I'm hopeless.
I just can't ever be sensible, not even if it means saving my own sanity.
andrew,
people,
whining,
feeling sorry for myself,
boys,
moving out,
friendships