Jun 18, 2008 10:35
I sent a message to Annelise via Facebook:
"Originally I had every intention of discussing this face-to-face, since I don't know when we all started communicating with notes and the like, but I'm literally so upset that I'm shaking. But seriously? If I'm going to be treated like this for the last month or so that we'll be living together, then I'm going to find somehow to be taken off the lease.
First there was the note on the door yesterday morning which irritated and upset me tremendously, and I'd point out that you have NO right to feel like a housekeeper since, one, it's not like you took care of either things, and two, encase you haven't noticed, I'm the one that devotes most of her days off to cleaning the apartment. Which I haven't recently only because I've been exhausted from work.
And now this morning, I went to find something to eat for breakfast and noticed you happened to claim everything your mom bought for grocery's. Which, fine. I still have some food from when you guys were gone, and my mom will be getting food for me when I see her on Saturday.
But what bothered me is I'm sick and tired of being treated like I don't live here, too. The two of you always make me feel like I'm the worthless, lazy ass room mate that contributes absolutely nothing and that only takes up space. I've been treated like the plague ever since you guys sat me down to tell me that you thought it best if we didn't live together again in August - which is fine by me, because I'm moving on to better things. But what irritates me the most, is that I didn't even get a reason why.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to move on bad terms. You guys are still my friends, and I love you and I'll miss you. Maybe things need to get worse before they can get better. But I really hope that with how you've been acting towards me, that you've taken into consideration that we may not see each other again once I'm in NC.
Do you really want our last memories of our friendship to be hostile ones?"
I'm worried of her reaction, but it feels better to have it all off my chest.
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