I am gone with a D >_O
I can't be bothered with making a cut, but beware strong wording.
Because I am fucking pissed off right now.
If you were in the chat yesterday afternoon, you would know that I was upset about leaving Madison because I know that once I leave, I'll probably never see or talk to my room mates again... because I just can't see us keeping on contact. And while I don't usually care for people to now when I've cried, for the sake of proving how upset I was, I'll admit that I was crying for a good half hour to an hour.
But now... I'm just DONE. I'm done with all the bullshit. I'm done with being treated like the lazy ass room mate that does nothing but mooch off everyone. I'm done with being treated like mine is an empty room. Most of all, I'm done with being treated like I have no feelings and don't exist, and that I don't see what people put on their Facebooks.
So basically, I said I would take out the trash and do dishes last night, even though I was exhausted after working an 8 hour (7am-3pm) shift after only getting three hours of sleep. Well, it slipped my mind and I don't think I could have motivated myself to get it done anyway. Annelise went, I'm guessing, over to Jaime and Jess's place (the two other people that I would've been living with this August), and when she got back I was asleep already.
Then this morning, I woke up and there was a note that she taped on the door.
"Seriously,
Why didn't you wash dishes and/or take out the garbage?"
Yeah. I know.
At first it just irritated me. Then it really upset me because of how upset I was yesterday, and I definitely DON'T want to leave on bad terms. My irritation right now is with Annelise, but BOTH of them have been my friends since 7th grade, and they're my only friends from childhood that I still talk to. I don't want to lose that. But fucking hell, I and pissed off damnit.
Because NOW I went onto Facebook, and I saw that Annelise had her status as "is not your housekeeper"
..................................................................................................................................................... Cause I never clean the apartment ever. [/sarcasam] I'm ALWAYS the one to clean. ALWAYS. While I had the house to myself the past two weeks I spent nearly two fucking HOURS making the bathroom livable again. Granted, I didn't get to the rest of the house because I couldn't motivate myself, but still. Nearly every single day that I'm not working at Potbelly, I devote to cleaning. So GOD FORBID I don't do the dishes and take out the garbage ONE NIGHT.
The fact that this is the second time I've been treated like I don't exist or look at Facebook makes me all the more upset. The other time was after Dayne visited the first time, and Annelise had her status as something about wanting PDA out of her living room. Right. Because it's not like I never have to deal with THEIR PDA EVER.
I am just so fucking ready to move and be done with this bullshit.