a boring beginning to a long night...
i've been here for 30 minutes and im already dead... in more ways than one...
i learned something new on guitar.. practiced with it for 2 hours before i came to work... now i just have to master the series of slides and this annoying bend and release... damn eric clapton...
when i first get to work every night, i notice how ridiculously hot it is in the lobby... when i go outside and smoke then come back in... im fine... how the hell?
i've found that my feelings are easily changed by just a few words... not from anyone... but by certain people... it scares me that i've allowed some to have that kind of power over me...
i have a problem...it's not going away... i wonder if im clinging to it or if it's just that i need.......
anyway before i got off work this morning, i was reading some... a lot... of old entries. i've noticed that im quite a complainer... someone hasnt shot me yet? i read back 100 entries... and at only one segment of those did i seem happy... can anyone guess without looking? whats it matter though... in a month i'll be living with my best friend and doing what i've wanted to for a few years now... life is grand.
i learned something new on guitar.. practiced with it for 2 hours before i came to work... now i just have to master the series of slides and this annoying bend and release... damn eric clapton...
when i first get to work every night, i notice how ridiculously hot it is in the lobby... when i go outside and smoke then come back in... im fine... how the hell?
i've found that my feelings are easily changed by just a few words... not from anyone... but by certain people... it scares me that i've allowed some to have that kind of power over me...
i have a problem...it's not going away... i wonder if im clinging to it or if it's just that i need.......
anyway before i got off work this morning, i was reading some... a lot... of old entries. i've noticed that im quite a complainer... someone hasnt shot me yet? i read back 100 entries... and at only one segment of those did i seem happy... can anyone guess without looking? whats it matter though... in a month i'll be living with my best friend and doing what i've wanted to for a few years now... life is grand.