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SO, my 21st birthday is in 7 days(Nov. 4th). I'v been told that I will be in Muskegon at a bar called Rossi's because apparently its an awesome place and I'v never been able to go before. I'm really worried that my best friend wont show up because he hasn't really wanted to be my friend as of late. He has gotten a girlfriend. You know how that goes...quality time or they get jealous and all that, I dunno. Well, to be fair it isn't that he doesn't want to be my friend, it's that he wants to get laid. Before he started dating her and was just thinking about it, I encouraged him. I DIDN'T KNOW HE WOULD STOP BEING MY FRIEND OK! I just wanted him to find someone to make him happy. Girlfriends are stupid. I hate them because they took all of my friends away. Funny thing though, is that we(the missing best friend and I) use to complain about what we called Yokos, the girlfriends that his fellow band members got. The guys in his band wouldn't come out and play anymore because of these Yokos, and now he's doing it to me. Except it's worse this time because I don't have him to complain to about the Yoko that took him away.
I really hope my birthday goes better than its looking to be. Everyone I know is broke and so am I and my friends don't like me anymore or something, they are all busy with their lives and such. I doubt they even know its coming up.
I do have Cam and Luz, they're awesome. Luz said she would pick me up after she got out of work and take me home with her, she lives in Muskegon, and then to Rossi's. The stolen best friend is her brother so I'm sure he'll know about the plans, but he lives in Walker and with gas prices the way they have been he has been broke so he probably won't be able to make it out, even though he drives all the way to I don't know where to see her every weekend or so. I think she lives in like holland or something. But that will end up being one more excuse to ditch me for her. I'm not saying having no gas, or any money for gas is not a good reason, but come on...its my 21st birthday! We had been talking about this for months, when we were still hanging out, because he's like 28, as are most of his friends, and some of them I had thought maybe thought of me as a friend too. Anyway, they would go out to bars that I couldn't go to and I was always bummed. He even skipped going to the bar to hang out with me so I wouldn't feel so bummed. But now he has ditched me several times for this girlfriend of his. I just hope he still thinks of me enough to remember me on my birthday. I just want him to be there, the bastard.
To top off all the reasons my birthday is looking bad. AJ isn't home yet. But I had been expecting that all along. He will be home around the 15th though! Belated birthday present? I think so. I hope I get some monies for my birthday so I can get AJ a late present too.
The present wish list?
-a black floppy hat, and if you have known me for awhile you know the kind i mean, i miss it so much.
-the avon perfume called women of earth
-the green terri cloth slippers i saw at origins in the mall
-blank cds/dvds
-a carton of marlboro reds, or just a pack of em
-and of course some drinks at the bar
I'll probably go to Ten Bells the night of the 3rd so I can buy a drink at midnight. Then on the 5th, the day after my birthday, I will try to go to all of the bars here in Grand Rapids that I couldn't go to before. Like Mulligans and Billys and blahblahblah, I dunno them all.
If anyone actually reads this please find a way to contact me and find me on either the 3rd, 4th or 5th. Even if you don't wanna buy me a drink or give me a present, just wish me a happy birthday. I'm just excited to be 21...finally. I'm going to be carded until I'm 30, I just know it.
There is so much more I want to get off my chest but I don't like writing very much and I'm not very good at it and my hands are tired. I don't think I'v written this much at one time, on computer or paper, since I was in highschool.
I really hope my birthday goes better than its looking to be. Everyone I know is broke and so am I and my friends don't like me anymore or something, they are all busy with their lives and such. I doubt they even know its coming up.
I do have Cam and Luz, they're awesome. Luz said she would pick me up after she got out of work and take me home with her, she lives in Muskegon, and then to Rossi's. The stolen best friend is her brother so I'm sure he'll know about the plans, but he lives in Walker and with gas prices the way they have been he has been broke so he probably won't be able to make it out, even though he drives all the way to I don't know where to see her every weekend or so. I think she lives in like holland or something. But that will end up being one more excuse to ditch me for her. I'm not saying having no gas, or any money for gas is not a good reason, but come on...its my 21st birthday! We had been talking about this for months, when we were still hanging out, because he's like 28, as are most of his friends, and some of them I had thought maybe thought of me as a friend too. Anyway, they would go out to bars that I couldn't go to and I was always bummed. He even skipped going to the bar to hang out with me so I wouldn't feel so bummed. But now he has ditched me several times for this girlfriend of his. I just hope he still thinks of me enough to remember me on my birthday. I just want him to be there, the bastard.
To top off all the reasons my birthday is looking bad. AJ isn't home yet. But I had been expecting that all along. He will be home around the 15th though! Belated birthday present? I think so. I hope I get some monies for my birthday so I can get AJ a late present too.
The present wish list?
-a black floppy hat, and if you have known me for awhile you know the kind i mean, i miss it so much.
-the avon perfume called women of earth
-the green terri cloth slippers i saw at origins in the mall
-blank cds/dvds
-a carton of marlboro reds, or just a pack of em
-and of course some drinks at the bar
I'll probably go to Ten Bells the night of the 3rd so I can buy a drink at midnight. Then on the 5th, the day after my birthday, I will try to go to all of the bars here in Grand Rapids that I couldn't go to before. Like Mulligans and Billys and blahblahblah, I dunno them all.
If anyone actually reads this please find a way to contact me and find me on either the 3rd, 4th or 5th. Even if you don't wanna buy me a drink or give me a present, just wish me a happy birthday. I'm just excited to be 21...finally. I'm going to be carded until I'm 30, I just know it.
There is so much more I want to get off my chest but I don't like writing very much and I'm not very good at it and my hands are tired. I don't think I'v written this much at one time, on computer or paper, since I was in highschool.