some songs just sum it up best

[thelunafiles]

Fine, I understand
Okay with me
If that's the plan you can take the stereo
tv and the video the bed the sheets and pillows Before you go
But for now unlock the door
What are we doing all this for?
Let me make you dinner one last time
Then you'll go your way and I'll go mine

And I won't call you baby anymore
Won't call you baby like I did before
Won't call you baby anymore eleanor

You left your smell you left your taste
You left me here with my mistakes
And I can't relate to what you say I've done
Just for you I'll bite my tongue

And I won't call you baby anymore
Won't call you baby like I did before
Won't call you baby anymore
Eleanor I miss you
Eleanor be well
Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell
Come on
Eleanor
Do it
You can, do it

And I can't call you baby anymore
Won't call you baby like I did before
Won't call you baby anymore
No I can't call you baby anymore
Won't call you baby like I did before
Won't call you baby anymore Eleanor

I just talked everything over with all the most important people in my life. I feel better...I guess the rose colored glasses are just gone. Nothing left to do but see what happens and keep on keepin on.