And so it goes....
I've decided that it may be time to cut all ties with Zac. Besides, now that hes in town for a little while, this may be the way to get the best closure, which is something that I've really been struggling with as of lately. I don't know why I'm having such a hard time letting this one go. I can name all the things that I miss about Zac on one hand, but when thinking about how wonderful my life is now, they all seem insignificant. Also, this unhealthy attatchment I have for Zac is affecting my relationship with Joe. Rather than focusing on him and starting a new life, I am stuck in the past, trying to hold on to anything I can with Zac. The point is, I don't want to anymore. I never did, I just have a hard time dealing with the fact that he will learn to let me go as well and find other people. He will get over me as I have gotten over him.
Besides for that I will be seeing Joe TOMORROW! How flippin wonderful is that? I miss his face...I miss everything. Hes like my sponge, when he wraps his arms around me he absorbs all my problems. Yes, really horrible metaphor I know, but at least I try to be as sweet to him as he is to me. I could only hope that I make him feel this same exact way :-D
Besides for that I will be seeing Joe TOMORROW! How flippin wonderful is that? I miss his face...I miss everything. Hes like my sponge, when he wraps his arms around me he absorbs all my problems. Yes, really horrible metaphor I know, but at least I try to be as sweet to him as he is to me. I could only hope that I make him feel this same exact way :-D