i know a girl with a golden touch..
Oh by it has been a great while.
Things have been bad and good and just inbetween.
My emotional side is really fucked up right now and my brain just hurts to even think about it.
i really need a girlfriend, and i am not saying this to sound desprate, it is just bad right now.
I just need someone to be there someone like my last girlfriend.
i can't believe i fucked that up so bad.
god damnit.
I am just on this progressive decline and it is starting to hit rock bottom.
i really need to get out of this rut.
my plans are to finish out my job here at big tomatoes till may 31
and hopefully by then i find a daytime job for the summer.
or fuck i am out of luck.
and i really wanna take the whole summer off, but pfff. that won't work swell with my parents.
so its on too the job hunt we go.
and i have even been thinking lately of re-taking up the idea of moving to a completly different city.
and marquette is looking really good, plus then if i want i am closer to drive to traverse city to see
tom.
she came to appleton this week for her dance comp.
i couldn't go down monday cause i had to work,
went down sunday, but she made me promise not to come and watch her so i didn't, and went to the mall instead.
she got gold and silver,
i am proud of her, especially after she was stressing for a whole month before
and even more the week before it.
i just wish i could have seen her.
i guess it will have to wait for may when i go up for two or three days.
damn.
Everything family wise is going good and hopefully stays like that.
kind of got rough last week when they found out eric and me had a huge party here.
oooppps..
Some of the guys that come here everyday and hang out decided to play some b-ball today.
and it was good.
hope to do it again sometime.
well i better go to bed.
gotta get up at 8 tomorrow morning for a list of nothing to do but sit on my ass.
well maybe.
night
Things have been bad and good and just inbetween.
My emotional side is really fucked up right now and my brain just hurts to even think about it.
i really need a girlfriend, and i am not saying this to sound desprate, it is just bad right now.
I just need someone to be there someone like my last girlfriend.
i can't believe i fucked that up so bad.
god damnit.
I am just on this progressive decline and it is starting to hit rock bottom.
i really need to get out of this rut.
my plans are to finish out my job here at big tomatoes till may 31
and hopefully by then i find a daytime job for the summer.
or fuck i am out of luck.
and i really wanna take the whole summer off, but pfff. that won't work swell with my parents.
so its on too the job hunt we go.
and i have even been thinking lately of re-taking up the idea of moving to a completly different city.
and marquette is looking really good, plus then if i want i am closer to drive to traverse city to see
tom.
she came to appleton this week for her dance comp.
i couldn't go down monday cause i had to work,
went down sunday, but she made me promise not to come and watch her so i didn't, and went to the mall instead.
she got gold and silver,
i am proud of her, especially after she was stressing for a whole month before
and even more the week before it.
i just wish i could have seen her.
i guess it will have to wait for may when i go up for two or three days.
damn.
Everything family wise is going good and hopefully stays like that.
kind of got rough last week when they found out eric and me had a huge party here.
oooppps..
Some of the guys that come here everyday and hang out decided to play some b-ball today.
and it was good.
hope to do it again sometime.
well i better go to bed.
gotta get up at 8 tomorrow morning for a list of nothing to do but sit on my ass.
well maybe.
night