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jesus.
ok kiddies. (a pause from wonderland.) i just finished siddhartha. good book, but as with every good book, everything sounded familiar. people, faces, lights and darks, PLEASURE GROVES, you know, that hip lil beat, each predictable, every nuance, every slight of hand seen, unforgettable, imprints on a impression, ghosts in a dream.... i exist on a very different plane lately, but so it seems, so it might just be, everyone, everybody suffers the same dismal indifferences... starving, bleeding, laughing like deranged truckers, peeing in their milkjugs.... parties held in old abodes, my old room, vacant, nostalgic yet ineffectual. who knows. the whole thick thang is rubbing off on us white boys if ya'll haven't noticed. i continue to take nothing seriously, the willpower of apathy in order to create a cool air. sorry, sorry. it's a party and i'm just sitting here solo like. it's a shame. i can't relate. conversation seems a game without conviction, mincing words to spice a stew that no one will eat. enjoy. drink drink drink drink drink drink drink
jesus.
ok kiddies. (a pause from wonderland.) i just finished siddhartha. good book, but as with every good book, everything sounded familiar. people, faces, lights and darks, PLEASURE GROVES, you know, that hip lil beat, each predictable, every nuance, every slight of hand seen, unforgettable, imprints on a impression, ghosts in a dream.... i exist on a very different plane lately, but so it seems, so it might just be, everyone, everybody suffers the same dismal indifferences... starving, bleeding, laughing like deranged truckers, peeing in their milkjugs.... parties held in old abodes, my old room, vacant, nostalgic yet ineffectual. who knows. the whole thick thang is rubbing off on us white boys if ya'll haven't noticed. i continue to take nothing seriously, the willpower of apathy in order to create a cool air. sorry, sorry. it's a party and i'm just sitting here solo like. it's a shame. i can't relate. conversation seems a game without conviction, mincing words to spice a stew that no one will eat. enjoy. drink drink drink drink drink drink drink