'johnny is dead' the text read..

[thelostromeo]

So it's apparent that my sister's ex husband recently died. I know this because she texted me while i was at work. just simply said 'johnny is dead'. i was stunned... and she's been giggling ever since.
I guess i just wanted to acknowledge this and give him some credit. I don't even know what all i should say here, but i know that he was a guy that would get you smiling. he was a good looking guy, and very strong. My sister and him used to write beautiful poetry back and forth to each other, it was so beautiful. He is the father of one of my sister's kids... One of his faults though was that he liked to drink and that ultimately is what lead to his death. He was the first man i ever kissed, and he taught me some 'tricks' about kissing. He was the first man i talked about the possibility of me being a lesbian. One night it was weighing heavy on my mind and i turned to him and asked 'Do you think i could get a girlfriend?' and he locked eyes with me and said 'if that's what you want.' It was simple but for some reason it helped me a lot.
I really liked him. i have missed him from time to time, thats why this news shocked me so bad. i was considering getting in touch with him and now.... well thats not an option is it? it's very strange to consider that he isnt around any more..

i guess that's all i have to say. just wanted to put something out there.