sweeeeeet revalationnn.
lately i've been relishing about my past alot. i miss silly times, and the people i used to hang out with. i haven't been hanging out with any of my friends lately, and it's getting old. i need to start making plans. it's frustrating that i don't have any money to do anything, but hopefuly that will change soon.
me and paul have been talking again, which is really good. he's one of the people i miss the most.
i applied at a bunch of places over by the airport. the manager gave me an interview at ruby tuesdays, but wouldn't hire me because i had no previous training. wudeva.
i've been sick almost the entire week, and i've been in the house alot. it's making me angsty. it started with a stomach flu, then went to fever, then sore throat. i still don't have the appetite to eat anything.. which may be a blessing in itself, because i've been developing really poor eating habits. it's weird not to be hungry at all, but i've been forcing myself to sit down and eat breakfast and dinner.
on the 7th; bernie, jasmin, myself and a bunch of other people are going to mushroomhead at the webster. i may go to the k of c show this weekend if i don't have anything better to do. yeah toast.
me and bernie kind of had a revelation at 5 am this morning. then he took his playstation (which he plays alotalotalotalotalot) and deleted every game off the memory card, and is selling all of his games today. he realized he's been using it as an escape, and that it's a waste of life and money.
it's always good to give up addictions. i'm really proud.
we're going to start working together to build better lives for ourselfs. but, things have been moving too fast. i need to sit down and figure out how i'm going to balance my time and energy.
summer is comming up quick. junior year is going by way fast. we'll all be seniors soon, and half my friends will be graduated. shit.
and prom decissions. what to do, what to do. honestly, i just want an excuse to have my hair did.
speaking of, i finally swallowed my pride and let my mom cut my hair. she chopped off four inches. it dosen't look as good shorter, but it feels healthier. mmm. oh well. it grows back.
that's it, i think.
yeah.
me and paul have been talking again, which is really good. he's one of the people i miss the most.
i applied at a bunch of places over by the airport. the manager gave me an interview at ruby tuesdays, but wouldn't hire me because i had no previous training. wudeva.
i've been sick almost the entire week, and i've been in the house alot. it's making me angsty. it started with a stomach flu, then went to fever, then sore throat. i still don't have the appetite to eat anything.. which may be a blessing in itself, because i've been developing really poor eating habits. it's weird not to be hungry at all, but i've been forcing myself to sit down and eat breakfast and dinner.
on the 7th; bernie, jasmin, myself and a bunch of other people are going to mushroomhead at the webster. i may go to the k of c show this weekend if i don't have anything better to do. yeah toast.
me and bernie kind of had a revelation at 5 am this morning. then he took his playstation (which he plays alotalotalotalotalot) and deleted every game off the memory card, and is selling all of his games today. he realized he's been using it as an escape, and that it's a waste of life and money.
it's always good to give up addictions. i'm really proud.
we're going to start working together to build better lives for ourselfs. but, things have been moving too fast. i need to sit down and figure out how i'm going to balance my time and energy.
summer is comming up quick. junior year is going by way fast. we'll all be seniors soon, and half my friends will be graduated. shit.
and prom decissions. what to do, what to do. honestly, i just want an excuse to have my hair did.
speaking of, i finally swallowed my pride and let my mom cut my hair. she chopped off four inches. it dosen't look as good shorter, but it feels healthier. mmm. oh well. it grows back.
that's it, i think.
yeah.