Someones "something"
The little things,
"cute acts" so to speak,
when that "someone" winks or smiles at you, kicks you in the butt (haha), and you feel this.. tension... one of the best there possibly can be... you know something... you don't know what exactly it is you know... but you know "that something"... is something you want to hold onto.. and maybe what ever that "something" is... will blossom into something beautiful someday... worthy to be cherished, and kept for an eternity... but whether or not it is... is a question I have been asking my self more than I can even recollect..
Change is inevitable... something i have to cope with, something the world has to learn to cope with... how some one effects you is incredible... scary even... but it brings out a new person... a better person... for who? why? was it for them? you? Most of the time you don't truly figure out until after wards... a hard lesson to learn... like small sand grains in the palm of your hand... if you hold them too lightly it wil slowly fade away back to the dismal earth from which it came... but if you hold it too TIGHTLY... you crush, and break that of which your holding onto... until even IT, slowly and surelY crumbles away into nothing...
This being one lesson im sure everyone learns... but what's fascinating is how most of us all know this... but will end up making the mistake nonetheless... out of our own naive ness... our own disability to really "see" what could happen from such "misunderstanding," ...if you will...