Life is a book .... you always want to read the last page to see what happens
Well the last few days have been pretty normal, work and what not. Been hanging out with Cristy a lot, which i really like but I know I neglecting my friends. That's ok if everything keeps on going well and she dosen't decide she can't date me then I'll make it so i can see both her and my friends at the same time. I just hope she realizes that i do really like her. I say that because for both of us saturday night was not a night of good things. We went to my company christmas party and stupid me didnt put 1 and 2 together that it would be bad to bring a 19 year old to a party that had an open bar. So not only did she have to wear some bracelet but she was followed by security the whole time. Now im not talking they kept on eye on her, i mean they were no more that 3 feet away at all times. We'll she freaked out and one thing lead to another and we eventually left, her pissed as hell and showing it, while i was probibly more pissed off because she was upset and the guards were pissing me off, but in my own way i remained calm through out the whole thing. We got back to her place and she was still rather upset, i wasent even sure if i was allowed to stay until she brought me a beer. Once rach got home thou i got the ol boot. So afterwards i was like ... ok i can do one of 2 things, go home or to back to the party and get fuck up. Well I'm irish so i did number 2. probibly had about 4 drinks in 15 minutes and got pretty shitfaced. I probibly shouldnt since i told her that drinking because your upset is not good, but i wasent thinking. It was my father in me. Well the old father, the alcoholic father, the speed addict father. Sometimes that scared me but I think i have it somewhat under control. Luckly I found Athena and her boyfriend who cheered me up so i slowed down. So that was my saturday. Then tonight i discover that my brakepads are now grinding on the routers AND i burned my clutch out. I can't go more that 40 miles per hour. So i have no way to get to work tomarrow and had to send them an email about my absence. Gonna call my father tomarrow (the sober one) and see what he says. Also for the first time in about 2 weeks or so i havent heard from Cristy. She was really upset, and Im worried about her. I've been having a lot of fun learning about her lately, i hope its not over. Alyssa wished me good luck, she said she is coming down this weekend. Not sure if im ready to see her considering the last time i did see her we were still dating. Like the Irish say "Always remember to forget the things that made you sad, but never forget to remember the things that made you glad" What made me sad was Alyssa breaking up with me and thinking id never meet anyone better than her. What makes me glad is that i have. Guess its time to forget