Dream?
I had a dream this morning, and well it wasent very pleasent. My first dream in a long time and the first one in awile that i didn't have semi control over. I dont want to go into details only that it scared the shit out of me. Probibly everything that could go wrong in my life happened in that dream. I finally woke up just as I was about to have to defend myself from this HUGE fucking guy with a knife. Fun shit huh ... oh well its just a dream
I'm worried about Alyssa too. She hasent been online and her last livejournal entree was from like a month ago. It simply said "I love Jason, but sometimes that boy really makes me feel like a horrible person. I want to die." So yeah I'm worried because despite what she did to me i still care about her well being. When she was with me she was never sad and it just sucks that she is now.
I'm worried about Alyssa too. She hasent been online and her last livejournal entree was from like a month ago. It simply said "I love Jason, but sometimes that boy really makes me feel like a horrible person. I want to die." So yeah I'm worried because despite what she did to me i still care about her well being. When she was with me she was never sad and it just sucks that she is now.