May 05, 2003 15:01
Forecast
Mood: If You're Happy and You Know It, Clap You Hands! *Clap, Clap*
Music: Sometimes I Wake Up Crying - Dixie Chicks
So Liah, Baby, I just have to say once more, CONGRADULATIONS! The ceremony was beautiful, and I am truly touched and honored that you asked me to come, I only hope someday I can do the same. Not out of equality, but out of mutual love, you know where I am going with this. So, I Love You Babe. God Bless.
So yeah, last night I went to Clear Lake's Church of Christ. To Liah's graduation banquet that the parents throw for their children, and do the work for as well, a real labor of love. Brandon was there, and I was somewhat surprised, but I figured ahead of time that this is the way it would go just out of the fate that is, My Life. I made sure to snag one of the programs so that I can always havea memory of this. I have been doing that a lot recently, trying to keep some of my memories, the good ones, I realize, I keep the bad ones with me enough that I really don't need to worry about losing them, but the good ones have a way of becoming lost in the deep black ocean of my psyche.
After the GradBanq I went with John Hannah and Lisa to hang out, I had more fin with them, just hanging out with them, then I think I have had in a long time, and I don't feel guilty about it the next day, hmm, it's addictive, but, there is only the mental addiction, and in this type of fun, nothing to be truly addicted to, hmm, the (anti)drug.
And now, I just got an utterly bizarre message from someone on AIM, JC316TX. Telling me to stay away from a friend of mine, and somewhat threateningly, what the FUCK? Now, I may be gay, I may be skinny, white, somewhat prissy, and totally non threatening, but underneath my conditioning, I am one uncountable, untapped geizer of repressed anger and homocidal rage. I come from hell, and I can be twice as dirty as anyone little pissed of preppy that tries to deter me from being friends with someone too nice and too good of a person to be hanging around him anyways. So FUCK them, and joy and peace to the world, eh he.
Also, I managed to gouge open my fingers today while sculpting the plants in my front yard, oh joyous fun... and the blades were nice and rusty, god bless tetnis innoculations. I have been working on the yard since 7:30, whew, I actually feel like I accomplished something, go me.
So, yeah, that is my weekend, and day as of now, I reserve the right to alter, add, erase, rephrase and revoke any above statements, at any given time as of now. Thank you for your compliance.
Later You