FRICK
I have no time really to write, and I am doing it against the rules with the teacher inches away, damn I am a rebel! :+)~
I talked to R last night and I really do not know what to think. I get what I want, and yet, I am afraid to take it in this situation, because for some reason these are the certain times when I lose all confidence and turn into a sniveling baby. Got I just want to slap myself. He becomes so aggressive at times though in our conversations and so, blatantly rude that I am unsure of what he is thinking. I give him "mixed emotions," and that is bad, because as much as that can lead to a good thing, allowing the proper amount of time, it can also distract and deter.
I talked to R last night and I really do not know what to think. I get what I want, and yet, I am afraid to take it in this situation, because for some reason these are the certain times when I lose all confidence and turn into a sniveling baby. Got I just want to slap myself. He becomes so aggressive at times though in our conversations and so, blatantly rude that I am unsure of what he is thinking. I give him "mixed emotions," and that is bad, because as much as that can lead to a good thing, allowing the proper amount of time, it can also distract and deter.