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so if seeing is believing, then i see no need to believe that i am wrong. i have been right about everything that has happened over the past 6 months and i know that i will continue to do so because i have the ability to step out of the moment and see where the road travels. tonight i saw it travel right into a dead end followed by the distant sound of unanswered calls and new paths ready to be forged.
I Corinthians 13:4-8 pretty much sums it all up. but i can take it even further to just three words in that group... LOVE NEVER FAILS.
i will find what it is i seek when i am ready to have it. for now, i will close the door and await the knock that will set my heart free once more. it is finally time to heal and with that i am turning off the pain as much as i can and when it becomes too much, i will avoid that which hurts me most. i must get better. i must find happiness. i must find love. it is my time to grow.
this is not to say that i have lost hope in people. on the contrary, i believe that one day all will have found what it is that they are looking for. and because i believe in that so strongly, i can't help but believe that i too, will find what it is i am looking for.
"sing me something soft, sad and delicate or loud and out of key. sing me anything. sing like you think no one's listening. you would kill for this, just a little bit. you would. you would." -straylight run "existentialism on prom night"