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[thelatchkeyriot]

taking my meds again, so in a few days i will be numb to all the bullshit i feel right now. unfortunately, i am clearly feeling it right now, though. fuck, i hate the fact that i just can't let go. why do i keep thinking that there is a chance. there is no chance, GIVE UP!!!

i wish i could take my own advice when it comes to the matters of the heart. i wish i would have listened to jeremy.

jeremy, why didn't i listen to you?