Comments | thelatchkeyriot: in a nutshell

thelatchkeyriot

in a nutshell

Jan 01, 2005 19:54

ok, last night.... lots of drinking, lots of friends, lots of laughs. i said a few things i shouldn't have said, but i was drunk and since i am an honest person anyways, having a body full of alcohol helped me to let go and say somethings i was afraid to say. i am hoping it didn't burn any bridges between any of my friends. i tried to send a text ( Read more... )

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wackismurf January 2 2005, 01:45:21 UTC

No fair. my new year song is Motley Crue- (can't remember the title right now).
If you need to talk to someone- then you need to set up an appointment. Don't give up yet, you started off on a good foot by seeing someone in g-ville- and you started doing really well... especially now that you have your refund.... maybe that was a God sent blessing for you to continue getting your shit together.
It's obvious- just like me... without your meds- you loose it(= thus no more money for x-mas...)

this year is a whole new year for self-improvements- Don't you think? you are WAY too smart to just let everything go. You survived some of the hardest things anyone could ever have to go through ( mainly the loss of your mom)... you will rise again- with or without someone to share it with= Let your triumphs be FOR YOU!!

Happy New Year. It's gonna rock. I promise :o)

thelatchkeyriot January 2 2005, 05:09:40 UTC

motley crue is awesome! but it would have been better if it was poison.

i was referring to a friend to talk to more than a therapist. but you are right, i need a therapist, too. when i get full time and benefits kick in, i am going to see one again.

this year WILL be better than the last. one way or another, i will come out better off. i know you will, too. we are too good of people to have this happen to us.

i don't want to triumph FOR someone. i just don't want to be alone. i don't deserve to be alone.

xdiextryingx January 2 2005, 04:47:36 UTC

josh & i love you too eric. ♥

thelatchkeyriot January 2 2005, 05:06:43 UTC

awwwww...thank you.

memento_13 January 2 2005, 05:46:51 UTC

"...and i am afraid of not finding someone as special as summer again..."
"...i have found someone that means a lot to me and i really do care a lot about her..."
"...i want to find someone, too. and as of right now, i don't even care if it's not "the one." i just want to spend some time with someone romantically..."

Wow, it sounds so familiar, it's almost scary. I'm on almost the same level, myself, and especially with my future plans of joining the service, I'm continually asking myself, "What's the point?" when it comes to taking that giant step and trying to find someone, plus it's scary when you think about all the scars that are still trying to heal from relationships past.

You know, Eric, I think it might be a good idea for you to hang out at the apartment one day for a nice long chat/therapy session.

thelatchkeyriot January 2 2005, 06:42:27 UTC

true, true.... maybe tomorrow will be that day...

44caliberheart January 2 2005, 18:18:10 UTC

feelin better there eric
lol

thelatchkeyriot January 3 2005, 07:37:00 UTC

much better. thank you.

napalmandroses January 3 2005, 05:05:50 UTC

if you wanna go visit somewhere up north

you are more than welcome to venture up to montreal

i know its a costly flight/trip but everything else is free when you get here!!!

2005 will rock

thelatchkeyriot January 3 2005, 07:37:58 UTC

i have a friend in ohio (ryan faris) that i might go visit sometime this spring. i may just have to take you up on the offer to go further north. i have always wanted to see canada.