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[thelastwonkabar]

He says there was no trust. I don't believe this. I trusted him completely. He didn't trust me. I should have said from the beginning, when I first found out, "Hey you. Stop this. I know it's you". Instead I was an immature and stubborn brat and wanted him to admit it. I kept raising the odds. I kept up the game. I just wanted him to admit to what

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[kennydeath]

hwy i know we're not really that close but i know how toy feel and it really sucks, i hope you're OK.

[nyght]

I am not sure what to say. I remember a broken heart is not any fun. So I guess I will just wish you the best.

[nnychi]

im sorry. im completely sorry. i wish we were as close as we use to be so i could say something, but i honestly dont know anything other than; theres life after love, you will be ok. as much thats meant to be, it lasted through or longer, you were an angel, you always will be, especially to me.

i would like for you to seriously think about calling, or letting me call you. i mailed you a few days ago, you should actually get it today or tomarrow. i hope im still good enough for that. youve always been one of my best friends, and i adore you completely. i really wish you the best.

i love you, i miss you. i really hope you will recover quickly. i dont like to see you crushed over any fucking thing.

xoxo
michael

[throwingstardna]

I have an idea. Why don't you stop blaming other people's shortcomings on yourself. You didn't make him the way he is, he didn't trust you from the start, and he manufactured scenarios that didn't exist, and never have, and convinced himself that they were real, when they weren't. What the hell can you do when someone is DETERMINED to find problems where there are none? My ex did the same thing to me. Its bullshit, and I would never want to be with someone who didnt trust me. Fuck other people's infantile insecurities.

If you were as much of a part of him as he claims you are, he could never have broken up with you, ESPECIALLY not over imaginary things that didn't happen.

P.S.

[throwingstardna]

And besides, you and I both know that Mr. Moral High Ground TOTALLY flirted with girls over IMs. I know of at least one girl, just by coincedence, so it's not a stretch of the imagination to assume that he did it with other girls.

Do you want to be with someone who pawns his own faults off on you and holds you to standards that he himself doesn't meet? Does anyone?

[phillyglamgoth]

im here for you if you need me, you know the number.

jeff