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Last night at work I was playing "soccer" out front with some of the bar regulars. Somehow I ended up falling, but I fell on my right ring finger and jammed it or something. so now it's all swollen and it kind of hurts a little.
I'm getting really excited, and still nervous. Yesterday at work I took a klonopin becuase I have been having really bad anxiety lately. It will all be over soon. I need to finish packing and what not. I don't really have anything to pack though. Mostly I have to throw my dresser and futon mattress out.
Hopefully the deposit check will be cleared soon so I can get that $480 from Monika. I don't NEED it til I leave, but I generally feel better when I have the money in my hands, because then i KNOW that I have it.
Garment District on the 4th, 5th and 6th. Maybe I will work the 8th and 9th too or something. I am just going to work there as much as possible, since I am not going to be coming back here on the 7th and 8th. It's easy work too. So I'll probably end up going in there for several weeks and "taking a break" from working. I'm going to hand out my resume to all sorts of restaurants and stuff too, but I'm going to take my time. I need a vacation anyway.
There are so many people that I can't wait to hang out with and do stuff with. This time around it's going to be good. I'm going to make it good, and make the most of it. I can finally do this, again, and rest assured that it's the right thing.
I'm getting really excited, and still nervous. Yesterday at work I took a klonopin becuase I have been having really bad anxiety lately. It will all be over soon. I need to finish packing and what not. I don't really have anything to pack though. Mostly I have to throw my dresser and futon mattress out.
Hopefully the deposit check will be cleared soon so I can get that $480 from Monika. I don't NEED it til I leave, but I generally feel better when I have the money in my hands, because then i KNOW that I have it.
Garment District on the 4th, 5th and 6th. Maybe I will work the 8th and 9th too or something. I am just going to work there as much as possible, since I am not going to be coming back here on the 7th and 8th. It's easy work too. So I'll probably end up going in there for several weeks and "taking a break" from working. I'm going to hand out my resume to all sorts of restaurants and stuff too, but I'm going to take my time. I need a vacation anyway.
There are so many people that I can't wait to hang out with and do stuff with. This time around it's going to be good. I'm going to make it good, and make the most of it. I can finally do this, again, and rest assured that it's the right thing.