it's really scary liking someone and not knowing what's going on. does he want something? is it just for fun? does he really like me? is he messing around with other girls? it kind of makes me nervous and feel sick to my stomach. i want to know, i need to know. i want him. i really do.

he makes me happy.

i've always "liked" you. but now i'm really starting to like you. and sometimes, starting to like someone can suck. it starts to suck a little when i think about you all the time, and realize that if you make out with somone else and i find out, i'll probably get really upset. if you do end up making out with someone you aren't doing anything wrong ( Read more... )

sweet.

my computer fell, the screen is fucked up. it's going to cost hundreds of dollars (that i don't have) to fucking fix it. i'm going to get yelled at so much when my family finds out just how much it will cost to replace. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

ugh.

fuck being sick. for reals.

i don't understand a lot of people. what's the use in using all of your energy to feel negatively on EVERYTHING. i feel like it takes more energy to hate everything than it does to just not even care. sometimes people piss me off, but i don't sit there whining about how i fucking hate people and want them to die. cause that's not even true. and ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend!

i worked at the garment district yesterday and today. i am taking tomorrow off and i am going to go to harvard sq. and apply at every restaurant and/or bar that would let me work there with tattoos and a peice of metal in my face ( Read more... )

alrighty, update time

1. my apartment is awesome. i'm all moved in. i love my room. it's huge. oh man!

2. adam is the best thing ever. he just left my house and i already miss him. oh man, he's the best. i am lucky.

i feel like i am going to throw up.

that is all.

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