I'm sorry, Thank you, & Merry Christmas
Hey Guys,
Thank you for reading my last entry! Thank you Shannon for calling me after you read it yesterday! Your the best friend ever! I love you girl! I am sorry for posting such a bitchy entry - I was really upset and needed to vent and there was no one I could call that early so I just typed it all up here. I felt a lot better afterwards to. So thank you guys and I'm sorry for it.
Not to much going on with me. I talked to the elusive Ms. Shell last night. I have no idea what to do about that. We used to be best friends and now its like we don't even know each other. I know it takes two to tango and I am probably as much to blame as her but geesh. I know she's busy - I am JUST AS BUSY (I don't think she gets that) but I can ALWAYS make time for my friends. I just feel like she can't make time for me. We never hang out and when we do - Paul has to come. Don't get me wrong - Paul is cool and I don't mind hanging out with him but sometimes I just want to hang out with the girls ya know? And he ALWAYS has to come. I guess I have NO concept of what its like to be engaged - I mean I don't guess I know I don't know. lol But she has NO concept of what its like to be single or what its like to genuinely love someone who is like half way around the world in a war. I don't know. I'm just sick of it all. I feel like I am the one who always does the calling and the trying to hang out and she doesn't. I'm seeing her Friday to exchange gifts and I guess I'll talk to her then about it all.
In other news, I talked to Josh and Chris might be coming again. Which is cool, I don't mind. I hope my Aunt doesn't mind. Hell, I never called her to cancel Chris so anyways whatever. What's one more person right? And if anyone's unhappy I know how to drive and I can leave. No biggie.
Well, its getting to be the afternoon and I am still sitting in my night clothes. I'm going to go take a bath. I'll talk to you guys later.
Katie
Thank you for reading my last entry! Thank you Shannon for calling me after you read it yesterday! Your the best friend ever! I love you girl! I am sorry for posting such a bitchy entry - I was really upset and needed to vent and there was no one I could call that early so I just typed it all up here. I felt a lot better afterwards to. So thank you guys and I'm sorry for it.
Not to much going on with me. I talked to the elusive Ms. Shell last night. I have no idea what to do about that. We used to be best friends and now its like we don't even know each other. I know it takes two to tango and I am probably as much to blame as her but geesh. I know she's busy - I am JUST AS BUSY (I don't think she gets that) but I can ALWAYS make time for my friends. I just feel like she can't make time for me. We never hang out and when we do - Paul has to come. Don't get me wrong - Paul is cool and I don't mind hanging out with him but sometimes I just want to hang out with the girls ya know? And he ALWAYS has to come. I guess I have NO concept of what its like to be engaged - I mean I don't guess I know I don't know. lol But she has NO concept of what its like to be single or what its like to genuinely love someone who is like half way around the world in a war. I don't know. I'm just sick of it all. I feel like I am the one who always does the calling and the trying to hang out and she doesn't. I'm seeing her Friday to exchange gifts and I guess I'll talk to her then about it all.
In other news, I talked to Josh and Chris might be coming again. Which is cool, I don't mind. I hope my Aunt doesn't mind. Hell, I never called her to cancel Chris so anyways whatever. What's one more person right? And if anyone's unhappy I know how to drive and I can leave. No biggie.
Well, its getting to be the afternoon and I am still sitting in my night clothes. I'm going to go take a bath. I'll talk to you guys later.
Katie